IN OUR LIVES WE ALL LIVE WITH CERTAIN COMMONALTIES
OR ANOTHER WAY OF SAYING THAT IN CERTAIN SITUATIONS WE, AS THE
HUMAN RACE, TEND TO REACT SIMILARLY. MOST OF THE TIME OUR REACTION
IS PERCEIVED AS BENEFICIAL BY OURSELVES OR OTHERS. THE OTHER TIMES
OUR REACTIONS IN CERTAIN SITUATIONS HAVE NEGATIVE CONSEQUENCES
TO OUR BEING. ALTHOUGH THE NEGATIVE CONSEQUENCES IS VIEWED AS
"NOT IN OUR BEST INTEREST" BY OURSELVES AND OTHERS,
THE SITUATION THAT TRIGGERED THE "NEGATIVE" IS POSITIVE
FOR OUR GROWTH AND PROGRESS ALONG THE PATH. THIS IS WHAT I WOULD
LIKE TO DISCUSS IN THIS ARTICLE, HOW DOORWAYS THAT WE OPEN TO
OURSELVES, HELP AND TEACH US INDIVIDUALLY AND COLLECTIVELY AS
WE WALK OUR PATHS.
FEAR IS AN EMOTION THAT WE ARE ALL FAMILIAR WITH
AND IS PERHAPS THE BEST DEVELOPED PERSONAL DOORWAY IN OUR SOCIETY.
I DON'T THINK THERE IS ONE OF US ON THIS PLANET THAT HAS NOT EXPERIENCED
FEAR AT SOME LEVEL. THE FEARS RANGE FROM A SMALL CHILD HAVING
AN EXPERIENCE WITH AN AGGRESSIVE DOG, A TEENAGERS FEAR OF THEMSELVES
AS A PERSON, A MOTHERS FEAR FOR HER CHILDREN, THE FEAR OF LOSING
YOUR JOB, TO THE MILITARY PERSONS FEAR OF DEATH IN A WAR. THE
EXAMPLES OF FEAR AR AS MANY AND ENDLESS AS THE PEOPLES OF THIS
PLANET. THESE FEAR DOORWAYS OPEN IN EACH INDIVIDUAL THROUGH AN
EXPERIENCE SO GROWTH CAN TAKE PLACE AND THE PERSON MOVES OUT OF
THE SITUATION. NOW IN A HEALTHY SOCIETY, DEALING WITH OUR FEAR
DOOR WAYS WOULD NOT BE TOO MUCH OF A PROBLEM. HOWEVER, OUR EARTH
SOCIETY USES FEAR AS THE CONTROLLING INFLUENCE FOR ITS PEOPLES.
OUR FEAR TRAINING BEGINS AS A BABY, FROM OUR PARENTS WHO RECEIVED
TRAINING FROM THEIR PARENTS AND SO FORTH. THEN THE CHILD ENTERS
INTO THE EDUCATION SYSTEM WHICH IS BASED ON A PUNITIVE [FEAR]
SYSTEM OF BEHAVIORS, WHILE AT THE SAME TIME THE FAMILY UNIT IS
WORKING IN A RELIGION THAT ALSO USES FEAR FOR CONTROL. HOW MANY
TIMES HAVE WE BEEN TOLD OR HEARD THAT IF YOU DO THIS YOU WILL
GO TO HELL. AS THE CHILD GROWS INTO AN ADULT THE FEAR CONTROL
USED BY SOCIETY COMES CLOSER TO A PERSONAL LEVEL. A PERSONS SURVIVAL,
IN THE CONTEXT OF PERCEIVED SUCCESS, IN TODAY'S SOCIETY HOLDS
EVERYONE HOSTAGE TO FEAR. IF YOU DO NOT FOLLOW ALL OF THE RULES,
WHICH ARE FEAR BASED, YOU ARE NOT A SUCESS...WHICH TRIGGERS AN
INTERNAL FEAR OF WANTING TO BE ACCEPTED BY YOUR BROTHERS AND SISTERS.
THE RESULT OF THIS TRAINING IS THAT WE, AS INDIVIDUALS, PERPETUATE
THE FEAR CYCLE SO THAT WE FIT IN AND ARE CONSIDERED NORMAL, BECAUSE
TO ACT OR THINK DIFFERENTLY CAUSES FEAR IN OURSELVES.
PRESENTLY, I THINK THERE ARE MORE PSYCHOLOGIST AND
PSYCHOTHERAPIST THAN LAWYERS IN THIS SOCIETY WHICH SHOWS A DESPERATE
NEED FOR CHANGE. THANKFULLY WE ARE ALL BEING HELPED IN CHANGING,
EVEN THOUGH THE CHANGE IS VERY FEARFUL TO SOME OF US. WE ARE RECEIVING
INFORMATION FROM MANY SOURCES THAT THE TIME IS HERE TO RELEASE
OUR OLD WAYS OF LIVING [IN FEAR] AND MOVE INTO A LOVE BASED EXISTENCE.
THE HUMOROUS THING ABOUT THIS CHANGE IS THAT WE DO NOT HAVE A
CHOICE, MOTHER EARTH IS CHANGING BECAUSE OF WHAT HAS BEEN DONE
TO HER, GREAT SPIRIT IS DIRECTING AND ASSISTING THOSE WHO CHOOSE
TO HEAR. THOSE WHO CHOOSE TO IGNORE THE PROFFERED HELP AND CONTINUE
WITH FEAR BASED LIVING WILL FIND THEIR FEARS INTENSIFIED, AND
THIS IS OK BECAUSE OF THEIR FREE WILL TO DO SO. EARLY IN MY CHILDHOOD,
MY PARENTS TAUGHT MYSELF AND MY SIBLINGS TO PERCEIVE OURSELVES
AND THE WORLD AROUND US IN A WAY THAT WAS DIFFERENT FROM GENERAL
SOCIETY. BEING SIX YEARS OLD WHEN ACTIVE TEACHING BEGAN, I DIDN'T
REALIZE OUR FEET WERE PLACED ON THE RED ROAD, WHICH HONORS OUR
EARTH MOTHER AND ALL OUR RELATIVES. WALKING THIS PATH FROM A YOUNG
AGE IN THIS SOCIETY FORCED ME TO CONSCIOUSLY FACE PERSONAL FEARS
OF BEING AND LIVING DIFFERENTLY THROUGH CHILDHOOD AND INTO MY
ADULT LIFE. THE ADDED CHALLENGES OF FOLLOWING A LITTLE TRAVELED
PATH WITH THE NORMAL ADAPTATION TO SOCIETY FEARS FORCED ME TO
DEVELOP MY HUMOR AS A MEANS OF DEALING WITH THE VARIOUS FEARS
WHEN THEY WERE PRESENTED TO ME. THIS IS AN IMPORTANT CONCEPT THAT
A PERSON TENDS TO FORGET WHEN THEY COME FACE TO FACE, UP FRONT
AND PERSONAL, WITH A FEAR THEY NEED TO DEAL WITH.
IN THE PROCESS OF RETURNING FRAGMENTS OF A PERSONS
SPIRIT THROUGH SHAMANIC SOUL RECOVERY AND EXTRACTION, THE PERSON
VERY OFTEN HAS TO FACE A FEAR THAT IS ATTACHED WITH THE RETURNING
SOUL PIECE. AN EXAMPLE IS A JOURNEY I DID FOR SAM [NAME CHANGED
TO PRESERVE ANONYMITY]. SAM CONTACTED ME, ASKING IF I COULD JOURNEY
FOR HIM. IN OUR DISCUSSION, I LEARNED HE CARRIED A HUGE AMOUNT
OF FEAR AND THAT HIS CONDITION BEGAN APPROXIMATELY FIVE YEARS
AGO. EVERYTHING THAT WAS PRESENTED TO SAM TRIGGERED FEAR, FROM
DEALING WITH A CLERK AT A STORE TO ASSOCIATING WITH COWORKERS.
SAM WAS ON THE BRINK OF LITERALLY GOING CRAZY [HE WAS HAVING MENTAL
IMAGES OF INSANITY] BECAUSE OF THE FEAR PRESSURES HE WAS LIVING
UNDER. I SENSED THAT SAM HAD BEEN PSYCHICALLY ATTACK AND QUESTIONED
IF HE WAS ASSOCIATING WITH A METAPHYSICAL OR SIMILAR GROUP. I
DON'T NORMALLY ASK ANY INFORMATION ABOUT THE PERSON I JOURNEY
FOR, BUT IN CASES WHERE NEGATIVE ENERGIES COULD BE DIRECTLY INVOLVED,
I PREFER TO KNOW BEFORE HAND. SAM TOLD ME THAT HE HAD BEEN WORKING
WITH A GROUP WHO WERE "LIGHT WORKERS" BEFORE THE ALL
CONSUMING FEAR ISOLATED HIM. WE THEN AGREED ON A DATE FOR HIM
TO CALL ME AND DISCUSS HIS JOURNEY. ON THE DAY OF HIS JOURNEY,
I PERFORMED CEREMONY AND ENTERED THE SHAMANIC ALTERED STATE. HERE
I MET MY CHIEF GUIDE AND SPIRIT GUIDES, AND REQUESTED PERMISSION
TO JOURNEY FOR SAM. MY CHIEF GUIDE GAVE PERMISSION FOR THE JOURNEY
BUT ADVISED CAUTION. WE THEN TRAVELED TO SAM IN THE ALTERED STATE
OF THE REAL WORLD. IN THIS REALITY SAM WAS COMPLETELY TIED BY
HIS FEAR, BUT THE INTERESTING THING IN VIEWING SAM WAS THAT MOST
OF HIS MAJOR ENERGY CENTERS [CHAKRAS] WERE MISSING. I ASK MY GUIDES
WHETHER TO PROCEED WITH AN EXTRACTION AND REMOVE THE FEAR OR RECOVER
MISSING SOUL PIECES? MY GUIDES TOLD ME THE SOUL PIECES NEED TO
BE RETURNED FIRST OR THE EXTRACTION WOULD NOT BE EFFECTIVE. I
ACKNOWLEDGED THIS AND ASK MY COUGAR SPIRIT GUIDE WHERE WE NEEDED
TO GO? COUGAR THEN LED ME TO A PERSON OF DARK ENERGY WHO WAS PART
OF THE "LIGHT WORKERS" THAT SAM WAS WORKING WITH. MY
GUIDES POSITIONED THEMSELVES TO PROTECT ME WHILE DEALING WITH
THIS PERSON. I STATED OUR PURPOSE FOR BEING THERE AND ASK IF HE
WAS HOLDING ANYTHING THAT WAS SAM'S. THE PERSON WAS A MEMBER OF
A COVEN AND HAD POSSESSION OF SAM'S MENTAL ENERGY WHICH I SAW
AS A SHRUNKEN HEAD. AT THIS POINT THE COVEN MEMBER LAUNCHED AN
ATTACK AGAINST ME WHICH MY GUIDES DEFLECTED. I ASK COUGAR HOW
TO PROCEED AND WAS DIRECTED TO INSTALL AN ENERGY RESTRAINT GRID
OVER THIS PERSON. AN IMPORTANT POINT IS THAT IN ALTERED STATE
OUR INTENT IS TO DO NO HARM, EVEN IF THERE IS AN ATTACK. WE ONLY
USE DEFENSIVE MANEUVERS OR PASSIVE RESTRAINTS, IF WE RETURN THE
ATTACK OR CAUSE HARM, THIS ADDS KARMA TO OUR DEBT. I HAVE ENOUGH
OF MY OWN, THANK YOU, I DON'T NEED TO ADD MORE. AFTER THE RESTRAINT
WAS INSTALLED, ONE OF MY OTHER GUIDES FLEW IN AND RELIEVED THE
COVEN MEMBER OF SAM'S SHRUNKEN HEAD. COUGAR SUGGESTED THE ENERGY
RESTRAINT BE LEFT AS A MEANS OF PROTECTING SAM FROM FUTURE TAKING
BY THIS PERSON. WE THEN TRAVELED TO THE NEXT PERSON IN THE COVEN...THIS
ONE HAD TAKEN SAM'S THROAT CHAKRA ENERGY AND HAD TO BE DEALT WITH
IN A SIMILAR MANNER. WE FINISHED RECOVERING SOUL PIECES FROM SIX
INDIVIDUAL MEMBERS OF THE COVEN. THEY HAD TAKEN, IN ADDITION TO
THE ONES MENTIONED, HIS BEATING HEART, SOLAR PLEXUS CHAKRA ENERGY,
NAVEL CHAKRA ENERGY, ROOT CHAKRA ENERGY AND A MINIATURE FULL BODY
SELF THAT WAS BEING USED IN SACRIFICE CEREMONIES. IF THIS WAS
NOT LOSS ENOUGH, THE COVEN HAD ALSO INSTALLED ENERGY SIPHON HOSES,
FOR STEALING ENERGY, IN THE FRONT AND BACK OF EACH CHAKRA. SAM'S
FUTURE AT THIS POINT WAS ACTUALLY RATHER SHORT, HE WAS HEADED
FOR A MENTAL INSTITUTION AND WITH THE ENERGY DRAIN AND MAJOR PIECES
MISSING WOULD PROBABLY HAVE DIED WITHIN A YEAR. WE THEN RETURNED
THESE SOUL PIECES TO SAM, BLOWING THEM INTO HIS HEART CHAKRA AND
THEN HIS CROWN CHAKRA. NEXT WE REMOVED THE FEAR THAT HAD HIM SO
TIGHTLY TIED.
WHEN SAM CALLED TO TALK ABOUT THE JOURNEY, HE REPORTED
THAT HIS PERCEPTION OF HIMSELF AND SURROUNDINGS WERE SUDDENLY
BRIGHTER AND THE CONTINUOS FEAR FEELING WAS ABSENT. I MENTIONED
THAT WAS A GOOD SIGN AND PROCEEDED TO EXPLAIN THE JOURNEY TO HIM.
AS WE DISCUSSED THE DETAILS, I COULD FEEL HIS FEAR BEING TRIGGERED
AS EACH SOUL PIECE WAS BROUGHT UP. THIS IS A RESULT OF THE TRAINING
[ABUSE] THE COVEN MEMBERS GAVE HIS INDIVIDUAL SOUL PIECES WHILE
IN THEIR POSSESSION. I RECOMMENDED THAT HE FIND A LOCAL THERAPIST
BECAUSE AFTER A MAJOR TRAUMA LIKE THIS, HE NEEDED HELP IN PUTTING
HIMSELF BACK TOGETHER IN THIS REALITY. NOW ONE OF THE THINGS THAT
IS HUMOROUS, AND SAM AGREES, IS THAT HE HAD TO GIVE THESE PEOPLE
HIS PERMISSION FOR THE PIECES TO BE TAKEN. THIS IS ONE OF OUR
LESSONS IN DISCERNMENT, IF WE GO BLINDLY AND BELIEVE THE LABEL,
YOU CAN BET THAT A LESSON IS FORTH COMING.
NORMALLY, AFTER RETURNING OF SOUL PIECES AND AN
EXTRACTION, THE PERSON MAY EXPERIENCE AN AGGRAVATION FROM THE
JOURNEY. THIS CAN BE VERY SHORT AND MILD TO INTENSE AND TWO TO
THREE WEEKS IN LENGTH. IN SAM'S CASE, THE SHOCK TO HIS BEING WAS
SO TRAUMATIC [BIG LESSON] THAT AT THE SMALLEST CHALLENGE FROM
A TOTALLY POSITIVE SOURCE, HE WOULD DROP [GIVE AWAY] ONE OF HIS
CHAKRA ENERGIES. WHICH ONE HE WOULD LOOSE DEPENDED ON WHERE HE
PERCEIVED THE CHALLENGE WAS COMING FROM. I HAVE SINCE MADE SEVERAL
JOURNEYS TO PICK UP DROPPED ENERGY PIECES AND COUNSEL HIM ON HOW
NOT TO LET THE FEAR BE TRIGGERED. SAM IS SERIOUS ABOUT GROWING
OUT OF HIS SITUATION, BUT HE IS SO SENSITIZED THAT THE FEARS ARE
TRIGGERED OVER WHAT MOST OF US WOULD CONSIDER INCONSEQUENTIAL.
SAM DID GO TO TWO DIFFERENT THERAPIST, BUT WITH HIS SENSITIVITY
HE PERCEIVED THREAT FROM BOTH. I ASK HIM TO CONTACT A THERAPIST
THAT HAS A BACKGROUND IN METAPHYSICS AND IS AWARE OF WHAT A PERSON
GOES THROUGH IN PHYSIC ATTACK. TO DATE SAM IS SLOWLY PUTTING HIS
FEAR TRIGGERS AWAY AND REGAINING HIS ABILITY TO FUNCTION IN REALITY.
SAM IS ALSO MUCH, MUCH WISER ON WHAT HAPPENS WHEN YOU GIVE PERMISSION.
THIS MAY SEEM LIKE AN EXTREME EXAMPLE, BUT IF YOU
CONSIDER SAM GAVE HIS PERMISSION SIMPLY BY WORKING WITH PEOPLE
WHO HE THOUGHT WERE IN THE "LIGHT", YOU SEE THE GIVING
OF PERMISSION TAKES ON MANY DIFFERENT MEANINGS. HOLDING A FEAR
WITHIN YOURSELF IS ALSO A GIVING OF PERMISSION OR A DOORWAY WHICH
CAN BE OPENED. A REALITY EXAMPLE OF THE FEAR DOORWAY IS A PERSON
BEING HELD UP, FEAR IS INITIATED THROUGH INTIMIDATION WITH SOME
TYPE OF WEAPON AND THE PERSON GIVES THEIR MONEY, VALUABLES OR
WHAT EVER ELSE IS BEING DEMANDED. THE SAME THING HAPPENS ON THE
METAPHYSICAL SIDE OF THE COIN, A PERSON IS CONFRONTED WITH AN
OBJECT OR LABEL THAT IS NEGATIVE TO THEM AND THEY ARE HOLDING
A FEAR OF THAT OBJECT OR LABEL, THEN THIS PERSON OPENS THEMSELVES
UP FOR THE TAKING BECAUSE THEIR FEAR OPENED THE DOOR.
NOW THE OBJECT IS NOT TO BE FEARLESS, BECAUSE FEAR
IS ONE OF OUR BASIC SURVIVAL EMOTIONS...IT KEEPS US FROM GETTING
INTO SITUATIONS THAT ARE HIGHLY HAZARDOUS TO OUR WELL BEING. WHAT
WE ALL NEED TO STRIVE FOR IS RECOGNITION OF THE FEARS WE HOLD
FOR NO OTHER REASON THAN WE ARE AFRAID TO SEE THEM OR DON'T KNOW
WHAT TO DO ABOUT THEM. THIS CLEANSING PROCESS IS PROBABLY FAMILIAR
TO MOST OF US AT SOME LEVEL, BUT WE NEED TO CLEAN HOUSE BECAUSE
AS OUR EARTH MOTHER INCREASES HER TRANSFORMATION, THE FEARS WE
ARE HOLDING ARE GOING TO INTENSIFY. SO IT IS EASIER TO DEAL WITH
SMALL FEARS NOW RATHER THAN LARGE FEARS LATER. MAY YOU ALL WALK
YOUR PATH IN LOVE AND LIGHT.
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