My sister, Ai Gvhdi Waya, asked me
to write about shamanism. At first I smiled at her request. We'd
lived in a shamanistic household when we were growing up. Later,
as adults, we'd walked the path expected of a shaman. I asked
her how I could encapsulate an entire lifetime into twenty or
fewer pages. She said I'd find a way. She was right.
Our father was one-quarter Eastern
Cherokee through his great-grandmother. As children growing up,
we didn't know about shamanism; indeed, the word was never mentioned.
My father never spoke of his Cherokee blood because, as I later
found out, my Cherokee ancestor's blood and heritage were "hidden"
in the family closet of skeletons. Back in that day, if one had
an Indian in the family tree, it warranted shoving beneath the
rug and never mentioning the fact. As a result of this prejudicial
attitude, my sister and I know little about our great great grandmother's
blood (although very little of it) which runs in our veins. Before
she died, our Aunt Elaine, my father's sister, said that our common
Cherokee ancestor was very dark skinned, short and had snapping
black eyes and hair. We never knew her Cherokee name, but one
small piece of information we have is that she was from the Wolf
Clan.
As the third youngest in a family
of four, I didn't even know I had a Cherokee ancestor. I know
my father extolled our extensive Irish heritage and the drop of
Dutch blood in his veins but he never mentioned the Cherokee connection.
Of the four children in the family, I got the "Indian"
looks; dark olive skin, dark brown eyes, dark brown hair and high
cheekbones -- and the tall, skinny frame, to boot. My older sister,
on the other hand, looked very white, but she had the dark brown
hair, blue eyes (many Cherokee are lighter skinned and lighter
eyed than most other Native American) and high cheekbones. She
complains that she wishes she'd gotten the skinny frame too. I
told her: next lifetime.
Ai Gvhdi Waya and I also have something
else we share: a genetic heritage rich in shamanism. I believe
our Cherokee great-great-grandmother was in part responsible for
this but, after much research, I now believe our Irish roots also
contribute to this ability.
Shamanism, in a few words, is the
ability to "fly." No, I'm not talking about out of body
experiences. That is known as "astral traveling." Instead,
having shamanic skills means that one has the ability to shift
into an altered state of consciousness while still awake (and
not on any drugs or hallucinogenic substances), control that state
and come back out of it at will.
Somewhere in our genetic history,
my sister and I received the skill and talent to move into altered
states at will and "fly," or travel through the other
dimensions. A little scientific explanation will help readers
understand what I'm saying. The left hemisphere of our brain is
focused entirely on our third-dimensional existence here on Mother
Earth. Most men are left-brain dominant (with the exception of
Indians around the world, who are right-brain dominant).
Left Brain/Right Brain
The left brain has to see, weigh
and measure what it observes through a set of eyes in our head.
It also has nerve endings moving from that hemisphere down to
our throat region -- so, the left brain has a voice, a larynx
with which to communicate in this third dimension only. It is
the microcosm, the detailer, the grounding element that keeps
us in our bodies and rooted here like a tree, in a manner of speaking.
It is also a microscope, unable to be aware of or see the whole
that surrounds us every breathing moment of our existence in this
physical vehicle we call a body. There is a filtering device in
the left hemisphere that blocks our awareness of the other dimensions
that are simultaneously interacting and interfacing with our third
dimension. That way we're able to focus and concentrate on our
life here and now.
The right brain is the macrocosm.
It sees and perceives everything, whether it is seen or unseen
by our naked eyes. All women and indigenous Indians worldwide
are right--brain dominant. This hemisphere is creative and holistic
and is the all-knowing side of the brain. Artists, writers, mathematicians
and musicians work out of this hemisphere; they tap in to the
unseen, the metaphysical, if you will, of our life. (That is what
"meta" means: "beyond" the physical). If the
left brain can be compared to a microscope, the right hemisphere
is just the opposite. This side is aware of every subtle change,
every vibration, whether perceived by the ears, eyes or body.
It does not have a filtering device in it like the left hemisphere
has, so it is in constant touch with all the dimensions that are
around us.
Did you know that the right brain
has no nerves connected the larynx/voice as the left hemisphere
does? So where is the right brain's "voice"? The Cherokee
believe that the voice resides in our heart and solar plexus or
gut/stomach region. We call it intuition and knowing. When you
know something, that doesn't necessarily mean it can be proven
by weighing it, measuring it or even seeing it -- you just know.
Further, the right brain's "eyes" are located in the
center of our brow -- metaphysically it's know and the third eye
or brow chakra. To say the least, the right hemisphere is ultra-sensitive
to all things seen and unseen.
Because the right hemisphere does
not have that filtering device on it to stop me from being aware
of the other dimensions, this gives me and others who have this
skill/talent in place the ability to move into the unseen realms
that surround us. There are at least four dimensions recognized
by science: the first, second, third and fourth dimensions. We
all live in the third dimension because, with our physical eyes,
we can perceive three sides or dimensions to any object viewed.
A person who can shift into the
right hemisphere can perceive the fourth side or fourth dimension
and actually see through a physical object to see that fourth
side of it. A shaman can move at will into this altered state
that resides in the right hemisphere of the brain. Usually it's
done with the beat of a drum because the drum approximated the
heartbeat of Mother Earth. And we all know that for nine months
we grew inside our biological mothers listening to the beat of
her heart. This is why the drum is such a powerful tool for a
shaman; it triggers and approximates the heartbeat so the shift
is easily made.
Being a shaman doesn't mean one
is a medicine person. One is not. First of all, shamanism is a
skill that is practiced around the world by individuals in every
country. Secondly, no one owns the process. Thirdly, Native Americans
are only one of the groups with a genetic predisposition toward
this skill. I've found that there is a European connections is
such countries as Yugoslavia, Hungary and Spain where there are
people who can easily develop shamanistic skills, Another branch
is the Irish/Celtic or the Druid connection. It seems that people
who have the ability for shamanism have one of these three genetic
bloodlines. Or they may have more than one, as in our case: the
Cherokee and Irish genes.
Honoring the Right Brain
In the old days, shamans trained
for a decade or more to refine, harness and control their skills.
It wasn't uncommon for a shaman candidate to suddenly, one day,
switch entirely into the right brain function. Back then, this
switch was respected, honored and the person who was now living
in all the dimensions at once was cared for by the entire village.
Today, they would be sent to a mental ward, shot up with drugs,
given electric shock treatment and called mentally unbalanced
or worse.
Back then a shaman candidate remained
in the right hemisphere learning about the other dimensions, talking
to other spiritual beings, traveling, learning and being educated
by his or her inner, unseen guides and teachers. At some point,
the candidate would come back to "reality" -- our third
dimension -- and resume his or her living among the villagers.
The student who went through this rite of initiation would have
learned from the shaman of the village, been guided, supported
and taught shamanistic methods. But first, the candidate had to
go through the process of discovering the incredible worlds seen
by the right brain's "eye."
Once the candidate had learned the
ability to shift between conscious states, or literally between
worlds, he took his place among the people as a healer. A shaman's
entire reason for being is to retrieve or recover split-off pieces
of a person's spirit. This split usually occurs due to a trauma,
a tragedy, an accident, or a person's having taken (unconsciously)
a piece of spirit out of neediness. The shaman would have his
assistant beat the drum, and he would lie down, close his eyes,
switch to the right hemisphere of his brain and journey, or fly,
through the other dimensions hunting for and finding the missing
pieces to bring them back to the patient.
"Hunting Dogs" of
Spirit
To dispel any possible awe about
a shaman, my sister and I always say that we are glorified "hunting
dogs." Usually a hunting dog leaps into the water to retrieve
a killed duck or bounds across the field to retrieve the luckless
bird. Shamans do the same thing. We "hunt" for and "retrieve"
for our client pieces of missing or stolen spirit which have been
lost in the unseen dimensions.
Nowadays, "shamanism"
is a buzz word. I kind of smile sometimes when I see an advertisement
in a magazine or book that says the person is a "certified"
shaman. Actually, there is no certification from a school that
can make you a shaman. One cannot attend a two-day, five-day or
two-week workshop or seminar and come out a "shaman."
At age 44, I can look back and know that at the tender age of
six, I began my shamanistic training. It has taken up to the past
few years for me to hone my skills to a level where I'm comfortable
doing soul recovery and extraction for others. I find it incredible
that in two weeks one can become a shaman.
My father was as shaman. He never
said he was, but he didn't have to. He lived what he was and utilized
his skills all the time in large and small ways. My earliest discovery
about my father, and my siblings in general, was that I knew we
were "different" from most other families. How, I didn't
know. I just sensed it. That discovery didn't make me feel important
-- just different.
From the time I was about four years
old, I can remember the three of us always being with our father
out in the forest. You see, we came from a very poor family and,
growing up in the 1950's, there was no welfare. Besides, my parents
were too proud to have taken it anyway. As a result, my mother
and the three of us constantly shadowed his movement because we
lived, literally, off the land. We accompanied him duck hunting,
deer hunting and rabbit hunting. By the time my sister was 12
years old, she was scouring the black lava rocks of Blackfoot,
Idaho, a .22 rifle in hand, with me trailing behind her, hunting
rabbit for dinner that night.
Our father never said much at all;
he taught by example. And let me say that he was painfully human,
too, not some god to be worshipped. The good things he taught
us were about respect and reverence for Mother Earth and all her
relatives. I'm sure his Cherokee blood ran strongly in his veins
because he was always happiest when he was in the forest hunting
or on a river bank fishing. He hated interfacing with civilization
in general, and was somewhat anti-social in his behavior. In his
defense, I must say that during World War II he had three ships
shot out from under him. Nowadays, Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder
is recognized and helped, but my father never received the emotional
or mental support he needed after four harrowing years of seeing
war at its grisly worst.
I can remember catching fish and
skinning and filleting them. I can remember several mule deer
bucks hanging by their antlers from a tall tree, gutted, the steam
rising out of their cavities in the early morning chill. I remember
being very close to Nature, to all living things and understanding
on clear terms that if something was killed, it was to help us
survive. My father always said that we should thank the animal
for giving its life so that we might live. Maybe that's why today
my family and I are vegetarian.
The Training Begins
When Ai Gvhdi Waya was nine years
old, my father told my mother to put her into metaphysical training.
He never said for what. Being the nosy six-year-old younger brother,
I wanted to know what she was doing. Every night after my sister
finished her homework, she would go to a small room that had been
specially set up for her studies. There was a small ceremony involved
in all of this: she would get her bath, climb into her nightgown
and to the room. My mother would light the "incense,"
the candle, and my sister would wave her hands through the smoke
and cleanse herself off. Today this practice is called smudging.
She would then sit down, read certain books and practice what
my father had instructed her to learn.
Because we were so close, Ai Gvhdi Waya relented and allowed me
to stand quietly at her side on some nights to observe what she
was doing. My father had set up several tasks for her to practice
on a weekly basis. For instance, he told my mother to place one
drop of oil in a large bowl filled to the top with clear, clean
water. Then Ai Gvhdi Waya was to concentrate on getting all those
tiny beads of oil together and gathered back into the center of
the bowl! I stood mesmerized, night by night, watching her try
to do this. And, sure enough, she was not only able to gather
the tiny oil beads into one big one, but to move the bead of oil
anywhere in the bowl; such was her mental concentration and focus.
So, by accident and my sister's
kindness in allowing a six-year-old to be under foot, I began
my shamanistic training. Ai Gvhdi Waya was a very curious person
and would always ask our father why she was doing this. He would
rarely say anything; only give her that look that told her not
to ask. I asked, too. One day, he told me that we, the children,
all had a mission and this was part of the training. What mission?
I talked it over with my older sister and she didn't know the
answer either. Now we know the answer because it has been slowly
revealed to us over the decades.
Teaching by Experience
In the old days, Native American
medicine people and shamans taught their students not through
the written word or, indeed, through the spoken word. They sent
their trusting students out into the world to experience an adventure
which the student would then bring back to discuss with his or
her teacher. Looking back on the way our father began to hone
our shamanistic skills, I see he did the same thing. Providing
we did something with our training, we might receive an explanation
or an answer. Usually we didn't. So this form of teaching was
powerful in that it gave us the experience wholly unto ourselves
-- and no one could take that away from us. We'd not learned it
from the lips of another person, not read it in a book, not seen
it performed; no, we lived it, the most powerful way to create
confidence and knowing within a person. Later in life, Ai Gvhdi
Waya would meet a Western Cherokee medicine man who taught just
like our father had, only this time, because she understood the
process, she made incredible progress through this form of education
and profited enormously from it.
Our father was a powerful individual,
metaphysically speaking. I can still remember how, when we lived
in Oregon, he would play "hide and seek" with the three
of us. Keep in mind he was about six feet tall and weighed 250
pounds -- a large man. The game always went something like this:
we three would hide in our bedroom, our eyes closed, and count
to 100. Then we would fan out through the one-story house with
an attic, trying to find our father. Kids are great at knowing
all the nooks and crannies where one can hide but we could never
find our father. You see, our father had the ability to disappear
physically. It's very hard to hide a man of his size anywhere.
But he was invisible and we didn't know that, so we ran breathlessly
around for half and hour trying to find him.
Ai Gvhdi Waya finally figured out
what our father was doing, so she wisely enlisted the help of
our half-coyote dog, Foxy, who found him, despite his being invisible
to our eyes, standing out by the gate in the yard. The dog yelped
and barked, looking up at him. My sister ran back to the house
yelling that she's found him. By the time the rest of us heard
the good news, we saw our father walking back into the house,
fully visible to our eyes.
As my sister progressed in her metaphysical
education in preparation for her someday becoming a shaman, I
watched, listened and learned. Ai Gvhdi Waya got so good with
her mental focus and concentration that when I wasn't looking,
she'd make my ear or nose itch furiously. At first, I didn't realize
she was making it happen -- but after I caught on, I resolved
to intensify my own ability to concentrate and focus so that we
would become evenly matched. There was never any malicious intent
in our familial games, and we'd been taught early on by our mother
never to harm anyone or anything with these newly awakened abilities.
We had an interesting and unusual
childhood where metaphysics was encouraged and supported equally
with living in the "real" world. Such was the shamanistic
directive: we had to learn to live with one foot in the third
dimension and the other foot in the other dimensions. The trick,
the one that takes decades to accomplish, is to walk around in
the present, the here-and-now, and yet be sensitively attuned
at the same time to the other dimensions. That is what Native
Americans recognize as harmony or balance.
The point of sharing these incidents
with you is to bring home the fact that our training for shamanism
began at a very early age and has continued ever since. We're
still learning, exploring and being shown new possibilities and
realities. Shamans can't be made over night, nor can they be certified.
I have no doubt there are people our there with the correct genetic
structure in place to perform shamanistic work, but I cringe because
the rest of what the work is about is rarely provided to such
individuals.
Shamanism as a Way of Life
Shamanism is more than just a skill
or technique. It is a way of life.. It is a way of walking one's
talk -- and becoming it. At its finest, shamanism is a heart centered
way of life. At its worst, it can fall into the wrong hands, those
with few morals, values or principals, with brittle egos and lack
of integrity. Then it becomes sorcery.
Shamanism is an Earth-centered spirituality,
an unbroken umbilical cord extending from your heart to our real
Mother, the Earth. We are, after all, her children. My sister
and I grew up in a true Native American environment from several
standpoints and even lived on the Navajo Reservation for a year,
for which we are eternally grateful. We avoided starvation because
of the wild meat we caught and killed. But we also prayed for
the animal, too, and thanked it. How many people thank the cow
or pig they're eating at their table tonight for giving its life
so that they may live?
I'm grateful our mother instilled
in us such high morals and values about metaphysics in general.
Shamanism literally gives one access to another person on all
levels, the client is completely vulnerable. If a person who is
a shaman isn't of high moral fiber, then all may not end well
for the client. This isn't said to frighten anyone but rather
to force the reader into realizing shamanism isn't some "toy"
to be played around with or taken lightly. Shamanic healing is
a serious business and deserves to be respected as such. There
are dangers for those who are shamans, too. I won't go into much
detail on this point now (perhaps in a later article), but this
is why it takes years, decades, to become a shaman. There are
stresses, demands and rigors that can place the shaman in danger
during a journey. If certain training and strengths aren't in
place or can't be maintained, the shaman can be in trouble.
My sister and I agree that shamanism
is a wonderful, holistic healing tool for those who are drawn
to have it performed for them. We've seen miracles occur for our
clients because of it. We've been a part of the process, and that
is what is so humbling about being a shaman: we're only bird-dogs,
open, conduit-like tubes through which the power of Love flows.
Like sideline spectators, we not only get to see what is going
on, we get to participate and yes, we get a healing because of
it, too.
So if you are considering soul recovery
and/or extraction, please investigate the background of the shaman
you're thinking of utilizing. A "certificate" for "diploma"
of shamanism doesn't mean anything -- not really. What does matter
is the intent of the people claiming such skills, their moral
standing, their principles and how they carry and conduct themselves.
Do they "walk their talk,"? How may years have they
been practicing shamanism? With whom did they study? Be sure to
ask for a referral list of at least three clients and call them.
Find out if the soul recovery and extraction (SR/E) worked for
theses people. Lately I've been running into individuals who have
had SR/E performed by "certified" shamans and they've
reported poor results, or worse, no results. Remember this, too:
true shamanism is about the heart -- not the head. This isn't
some fantastic power trip. Most of the shamans I know aren't psychiatrists,
psychologists or therapists. Instead, they are unnoticed, well-grounded,
working class people who usually have nothing more than a high
school education, sometimes less than that.
It doesn't take a higher education
to make one a shaman. It does take a heart connected with one's
head and one's soul. It takes a desire to help "all our relatives"
and serve within our community to help mend the torn fabric of
ourselves as human beings. Shamans in the old days were a respected
hub of a great wheel called a village or community. They were
more than just healers. They worked every day in the fields alongside
everyone else and carried out the extra duties and responsibilities
that came with their calling, as well.
There is no ego involved in being
a shaman, and if you see someone exhibiting such arrogance or
thinking they are special, be careful. Over the years, my sister
and I have grown more humble about our abilities. After all, we're
not doing it -- we're simply the messengers, nothing else. Great
Spirit/God works through a shaman; nothing is coming from a shaman.
So if someone is boasting, bragging, strutting around thinking
they are "special," don't believe it. If anything, my
sister and I agree, being a shaman is one of the most responsible
positions we can imagine in our lives. Everything pales by comparison.
That keeps you humble, too.
If a shaman journeys for you to
recover missing soul pieces or performs extraction on you, something
positive should happen to you within 48 to 72 hours after receiving
the healing through the shaman. If it doesn't, then you need to
explore the situation more fully with this "shaman"
and do more investigation. In another article, I'll cover some
of the journeys I've taken for others and share the wonderful
outcomes with you.
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